Wo! Clasping onto our countless dreams, towards an endless paradise
Running through the distant roads,disregarding all the things we've lost
Without any single doubt.
We'll say goodbye, lost Heaven.
How we longed for Heaven.
We're letting go of something we never had.
Time goes so fast, Heaven is lost.
That dream we've been reaching for, was just a crumbling castle of sand
I remained standing there, at the crossroads, seeing your smile
as you disappeared and ran toward the paradise you've been dreaming of.
We'll say goodbye, lost Heaven.
How we longed for Heaven.
We're letting go of something we never had.
Time goes so fast, Heaven is lost.
The stars in the sky can't come together as one
A red boquet of flowers for the final performance
I broke into a run reaching what is ahead of me, even if it's just an illusion.
We'll say goodbye, lost Heaven.
We'll say goodbye, lost Heaven.
We'll say goodbye, lost Heaven.
We'll say goodbye, lost Heaven.
(YEAH!)
We'll say goodbye, lost Heaven.
How we longed for Heaven.
We're letting go of something we never had.
Time goes so fast, Heaven.
We'll say goodbye, lost Heaven.
How we longed for Heaven.
We're letting go of something we never had.
Time goes so fast, Heaven is lost.
We'll say goodbye, lost Heaven.(YEAH!)
How we longed for Heaven.(YEAH!)
We're letting go of something we never had.
Time goes so fast, Heaven is lost.
Time goes so fast, Heaven is lost
Time goes so fast, Heaven is lost
I wish you good luck. I still remember everyday
I wish you good luck. I still remember everyday
Sunday, March 16, 2008
Shoukyo to Sakujyo, Miyavi
I deal with now head on
because it was my decision
This is no time for crying
so don't be down in the dumps
Now I've heard everything
I hope that we will be able to cope with...
Umm, is it a punishment cuz I caused so much mischief, I can't... I can't take it anymore.
If I promise never to do it again will you tell me to just "Forget it"?
A toy box full of memories, almost overflowing from my two hands.
I'll close the box with the key inside.
Gently gently so that it doesn't sway, forever forever more kill your breath, more and more I wanted to stay staring at it.
The blocks crumbled down.
Ah.
A bit flowed out but, a souvenier box made of tears.
If I open it, will I become a grownup?
With a loud sound, it crashed to pieces, but all I could do was sit and stare.
At the slow motion scenery.
Or what was supposed to be in slow motion.
With one sneeze it was all gone.
Time is moving on, it's moving on, it's moving on and on but it stopped.
I wonder why.
And I knew it too, I knew that, I knew that but I wonder why
I don't know why.
If I could possibly "Erase n Delete" would I feel the least relieved?
I think it would.
I said it would.
Alright already.
because it was my decision
This is no time for crying
so don't be down in the dumps
Now I've heard everything
I hope that we will be able to cope with...
Umm, is it a punishment cuz I caused so much mischief, I can't... I can't take it anymore.
If I promise never to do it again will you tell me to just "Forget it"?
A toy box full of memories, almost overflowing from my two hands.
I'll close the box with the key inside.
Gently gently so that it doesn't sway, forever forever more kill your breath, more and more I wanted to stay staring at it.
The blocks crumbled down.
Ah.
A bit flowed out but, a souvenier box made of tears.
If I open it, will I become a grownup?
With a loud sound, it crashed to pieces, but all I could do was sit and stare.
At the slow motion scenery.
Or what was supposed to be in slow motion.
With one sneeze it was all gone.
Time is moving on, it's moving on, it's moving on and on but it stopped.
I wonder why.
And I knew it too, I knew that, I knew that but I wonder why
I don't know why.
If I could possibly "Erase n Delete" would I feel the least relieved?
I think it would.
I said it would.
Alright already.
Romancing Train, Globe
Romancing Train, you'll hear the whitle again
bring all your pains, yeah, it's tonight
And then the journey with you begins, heading for somewhere
The Trance Euro Express runs of into the nightimet scenery
Let me keep listening to your heart, let me close my eyes and be absorbed in it
It's only the two of us, only love along on this journey
hey come and join to the express
(Romancing Train, Bring all the pain) Your weary heart
(Romancing Train, whistle again) Will be held gently
"Love is here"
(bring all the tears and pain right now bring it out)
Whisper it into my ear until I fall asleep
The low clouds blanket the late, moonlit night
I feel like I can reach them if I stretch out my hand, until I break through and soar
Yeah, I turn the pages softly, so I don't wake you up
A paperback, a romance composed of old words
Your warmth flows into me as I bury my cheek in your shoulder
Our love is gently guarded by the Trance Euro Express
This dreamlike reality is a melody
Don't let it end like this - leave the train whistle behind in the night
hey come and join to the express
(Romancing Train, Bring all the pain) Even your flowing tears
(Romancing Train, whistle again) Will be wrapped up and cured
Love is living here
(bring all the tears and pain right now bring it out)
I want to be rocked until dawn, alone with you
(bring all the tears and pain oh yeah romancing train)
wow wow romancing train goin' up goin' down
makes me forget my pain la-la-la
(you'll hear the endless of reflain)
wow wow romancing train goin' up goin' down
(you'll hear the endless of reflain)
makes me forget to cry my love is in the express
And now it's just the two of us in this wandering tale
I want to forget about what's waiting at the last stop on this journey
The journey can grant our dreams, your wish is shining strong
Come on, bring even the tears, Romancing Train
Romancing Train
(Romancing Train, Bring all the pain) Your weary heart
(Romancing Train, whistle again) Will be held gently
(Romancing Train, Bring all the pain) We are searching for beauty
(Romancing Train) In the deepening elegance
Love is dreaming
(bring all the tears and pain right now bring it out)
Just let me sleep softly, just like this
(bring all the tears and pain oh yeah romancing train)
bring all your pains, yeah, it's tonight
And then the journey with you begins, heading for somewhere
The Trance Euro Express runs of into the nightimet scenery
Let me keep listening to your heart, let me close my eyes and be absorbed in it
It's only the two of us, only love along on this journey
hey come and join to the express
(Romancing Train, Bring all the pain) Your weary heart
(Romancing Train, whistle again) Will be held gently
"Love is here"
(bring all the tears and pain right now bring it out)
Whisper it into my ear until I fall asleep
The low clouds blanket the late, moonlit night
I feel like I can reach them if I stretch out my hand, until I break through and soar
Yeah, I turn the pages softly, so I don't wake you up
A paperback, a romance composed of old words
Your warmth flows into me as I bury my cheek in your shoulder
Our love is gently guarded by the Trance Euro Express
This dreamlike reality is a melody
Don't let it end like this - leave the train whistle behind in the night
hey come and join to the express
(Romancing Train, Bring all the pain) Even your flowing tears
(Romancing Train, whistle again) Will be wrapped up and cured
Love is living here
(bring all the tears and pain right now bring it out)
I want to be rocked until dawn, alone with you
(bring all the tears and pain oh yeah romancing train)
wow wow romancing train goin' up goin' down
makes me forget my pain la-la-la
(you'll hear the endless of reflain)
wow wow romancing train goin' up goin' down
(you'll hear the endless of reflain)
makes me forget to cry my love is in the express
And now it's just the two of us in this wandering tale
I want to forget about what's waiting at the last stop on this journey
The journey can grant our dreams, your wish is shining strong
Come on, bring even the tears, Romancing Train
Romancing Train
(Romancing Train, Bring all the pain) Your weary heart
(Romancing Train, whistle again) Will be held gently
(Romancing Train, Bring all the pain) We are searching for beauty
(Romancing Train) In the deepening elegance
Love is dreaming
(bring all the tears and pain right now bring it out)
Just let me sleep softly, just like this
(bring all the tears and pain oh yeah romancing train)
Tuesday, March 11, 2008
Love Song, 311, The Cure
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am home again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am whole again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am young again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am fun again
However far away
I will always love you
However long I stay
I will always love you
Whatever words I say
I will always love you
I will always love you
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am free again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am clean again
However far away
I will always love you
However long I stay
I will always love you
Whatever words I say
I will always love you
I will always love you
You make me feel like I am home again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am whole again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am young again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am fun again
However far away
I will always love you
However long I stay
I will always love you
Whatever words I say
I will always love you
I will always love you
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am free again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am clean again
However far away
I will always love you
However long I stay
I will always love you
Whatever words I say
I will always love you
I will always love you
Daybreak's Bell, L'arc en Ciel
Hey, haven’t you seen another shape besides this one? That’s so sad
To you, there’s no desire to die or to kill, oh, please
Drink it up, even the fate, to the sinking sea
My wishes, ride on the wind, ring the bell of the daybreak
Just like a bird My wishes over their airspace
Cross through the countless number of waves, stand against tomorrow,
protecting you My life I trade in for your pain
Stop the dispute!
Hey, why people pile up the repeating mistakes?
No one is evolving, this flowing blood, I loathe it most
To judge each other by instinct, in this no-one-around earth
If the clear future has come, the flower plants will also
dwell in the weapons My wishes over their airspace
Anyone, shake me up, wake me up from the nightmare
If it comes true My life I trade in for your pain
How long should I pray until it reaches the sky?
Now the morning glow pictures the ocean and me
My wishes, ride on the wind, ring the bell of the daybreak
Just like a bird My wishes over their airspace
Cross through the countless number of waves, stand against tomorrow,
protecting you My life I trade in for your pain
Flap your wings without turning around, bring along these thoughts, fly to that sky
The future can’t be defeated by anyone
To you, there’s no desire to die or to kill, oh, please
Drink it up, even the fate, to the sinking sea
My wishes, ride on the wind, ring the bell of the daybreak
Just like a bird My wishes over their airspace
Cross through the countless number of waves, stand against tomorrow,
protecting you My life I trade in for your pain
Stop the dispute!
Hey, why people pile up the repeating mistakes?
No one is evolving, this flowing blood, I loathe it most
To judge each other by instinct, in this no-one-around earth
If the clear future has come, the flower plants will also
dwell in the weapons My wishes over their airspace
Anyone, shake me up, wake me up from the nightmare
If it comes true My life I trade in for your pain
How long should I pray until it reaches the sky?
Now the morning glow pictures the ocean and me
My wishes, ride on the wind, ring the bell of the daybreak
Just like a bird My wishes over their airspace
Cross through the countless number of waves, stand against tomorrow,
protecting you My life I trade in for your pain
Flap your wings without turning around, bring along these thoughts, fly to that sky
The future can’t be defeated by anyone
Child Pray, Dir en Grey
Dying a Child
Kiss me deadly
Kiss Me Kill Me Love Me
Kiss Me Kill Me Love Me
Hurry & May
Child Prey
The reasons why one can't laugh from the heart
It's a simple reason
That's life
Kiss me deadly
Kiss Me Kill Me Love Me
Kiss Me Kill Me Love Me
Child is Burning
Kiss me deadly
Kiss me deadly
Kiss Me Kill Me Love Me
Kiss Me Kill Me Love Me
----------------------------------------------------------- >8..
other version.. english version..
Dying a Child
Child Prey
Hurry & May
Nurturing a Wild
Wild clay
Bully & Jay
the reasons why one can't laugh from the heart
the treasons which one can't take from the heart
it's a simple reason
it's a nimble treason
that's life
Kiss Me Deadly
What a knife
Pass Me Dreadly
Kiss Me Kill Me Love Me
Kiss Me Kill Me Love Me
Child Is Burning
Pass Me Tell Me Move Me
Pass Me Tell Me Move Me
Wild Is Turning
Kiss Me Kill Me Love Me
Kiss Me Deadly
Pass Me Tell Me Move Me
Pass Me Dreadly
Kiss me deadly
Kiss Me Kill Me Love Me
Kiss Me Kill Me Love Me
Hurry & May
Child Prey
The reasons why one can't laugh from the heart
It's a simple reason
That's life
Kiss me deadly
Kiss Me Kill Me Love Me
Kiss Me Kill Me Love Me
Child is Burning
Kiss me deadly
Kiss me deadly
Kiss Me Kill Me Love Me
Kiss Me Kill Me Love Me
----------------------------------------------------------- >8..
other version.. english version..
Dying a Child
Child Prey
Hurry & May
Nurturing a Wild
Wild clay
Bully & Jay
the reasons why one can't laugh from the heart
the treasons which one can't take from the heart
it's a simple reason
it's a nimble treason
that's life
Kiss Me Deadly
What a knife
Pass Me Dreadly
Kiss Me Kill Me Love Me
Kiss Me Kill Me Love Me
Child Is Burning
Pass Me Tell Me Move Me
Pass Me Tell Me Move Me
Wild Is Turning
Kiss Me Kill Me Love Me
Kiss Me Deadly
Pass Me Tell Me Move Me
Pass Me Dreadly
Sunday, March 2, 2008
Binetsu shita de Shajitsu shita Shinsou ha Atesaki Fumei no Tegami to Naru, Rentrer en Soi
The crowd around the cold person,
requesting to become warm, with emptiness within.
And the letter, does it reach, and echo within your mind?
Deeply, so deeply to the heart.
The reality reflected in these eyes, put together on a white piece of paper that
will be written in the future, cannot save the voice, that cannot be written or spelled.
I want to touch these people, these energies of warmth. .. Why?
If you become aware, a person all alone, how can you not give,
Deeply, so deeply with the heart.
Such a vivid longing, returns every day, in the middle of all this,
withering in the gentle light.
The reality reflected in these eyes, put together on a white piece of paper that
will be written in the future, cannot save the voice, that cannot be written or spelled.
I dream, while ungracefully, searching for this light. Holding onto this with a will, that cannot be shaken,
in order to grip for something.
With the stare of reality, that holds no hope, not like in the dream.
requesting to become warm, with emptiness within.
And the letter, does it reach, and echo within your mind?
Deeply, so deeply to the heart.
The reality reflected in these eyes, put together on a white piece of paper that
will be written in the future, cannot save the voice, that cannot be written or spelled.
I want to touch these people, these energies of warmth. .. Why?
If you become aware, a person all alone, how can you not give,
Deeply, so deeply with the heart.
Such a vivid longing, returns every day, in the middle of all this,
withering in the gentle light.
The reality reflected in these eyes, put together on a white piece of paper that
will be written in the future, cannot save the voice, that cannot be written or spelled.
I dream, while ungracefully, searching for this light. Holding onto this with a will, that cannot be shaken,
in order to grip for something.
With the stare of reality, that holds no hope, not like in the dream.
Single Bed, SharanQ
Not singing the latest songs,
no wonder I'm out of style.
In the year we've been apart,
I decided to be a better man.
Nevertheless, even if I dress fashionably
and change my car,
the vulnerable (exposed) heart I've always had
will never change.
Though I thought I would forget
our parting,
the melody from that time
makes me remember.
In a single bed, when I held both you and my dream,
we could laugh together,
even at silly little things.
With the fragrance of the wind the same as it was then,
it's as if it wouldn't be so painful
to fall in love again.
Our love started out like a short detour,
yet lasted two years.
The night I first held you,
I was quivering more than you.
I thought love would be
more common than stones.
But it's harder to find
than diamonds...
In a single bed, when we wiped each other's tears,
we bet on who would be the one to break it off.
If I could go back to that time,
then I wouldn't let you go.
In a single bed, when I held both you and my dream,
we could laugh together,
even at silly little things.
With the fragrance of the wind the same as it was then,
it's as if it wouldn't be so painful
to fall in love again.
Woah...
no wonder I'm out of style.
In the year we've been apart,
I decided to be a better man.
Nevertheless, even if I dress fashionably
and change my car,
the vulnerable (exposed) heart I've always had
will never change.
Though I thought I would forget
our parting,
the melody from that time
makes me remember.
In a single bed, when I held both you and my dream,
we could laugh together,
even at silly little things.
With the fragrance of the wind the same as it was then,
it's as if it wouldn't be so painful
to fall in love again.
Our love started out like a short detour,
yet lasted two years.
The night I first held you,
I was quivering more than you.
I thought love would be
more common than stones.
But it's harder to find
than diamonds...
In a single bed, when we wiped each other's tears,
we bet on who would be the one to break it off.
If I could go back to that time,
then I wouldn't let you go.
In a single bed, when I held both you and my dream,
we could laugh together,
even at silly little things.
With the fragrance of the wind the same as it was then,
it's as if it wouldn't be so painful
to fall in love again.
Woah...
Blurry Eyes, L'arc en Ciel
Carried on a wind
from far away,
no matter how many times I try to say these words,
they never reach you.
Once again, my eyes stare somewhere
out the window.
This foreboding hasn't changed, I still feel it.
Those days are getting blurry...
Seeing through
blank eyes
like a caged bird,
the light of the afternoon sun is just like
the light that shines on you
from outside.
This foreboding hasn't changed, I still feel it.
Those days are becoming blurry...
I feel the changing season
will see my promise broken.
Even if I reach out with my hands,
my heart will stay distant.
(Why do you stare at the sky with your blurry eyes?)
I feel the changing season
will see my promise broken.
Even if I reach out with my hands,
my heart will stay distant.
In the changing season,
the one precious to me
looked back toward me with those eyes,
sighing softly.
(Your blurry eyes) ...your blurry eyes
(Your blurry eyes) ...My heart
(Your blurry eyes) ...will stay
(Your blurry eyes) ...distant.
from far away,
no matter how many times I try to say these words,
they never reach you.
Once again, my eyes stare somewhere
out the window.
This foreboding hasn't changed, I still feel it.
Those days are getting blurry...
Seeing through
blank eyes
like a caged bird,
the light of the afternoon sun is just like
the light that shines on you
from outside.
This foreboding hasn't changed, I still feel it.
Those days are becoming blurry...
I feel the changing season
will see my promise broken.
Even if I reach out with my hands,
my heart will stay distant.
(Why do you stare at the sky with your blurry eyes?)
I feel the changing season
will see my promise broken.
Even if I reach out with my hands,
my heart will stay distant.
In the changing season,
the one precious to me
looked back toward me with those eyes,
sighing softly.
(Your blurry eyes) ...your blurry eyes
(Your blurry eyes) ...My heart
(Your blurry eyes) ...will stay
(Your blurry eyes) ...distant.
Wither, Rentrer en Soi
I’m going to tell you of an end that turns all to ash, even consciousness
Now I’m spinning a tale of the piled-up memories of a short life
With this I decay and return to the earth
Until my voice withers I’ll cry out in this instant foolishly
Torn apart, I embrace the pain within the flames
Toward a vivid future…
Tears are scattered together with separated artificial flowers
How often are only screams joined
My burned right arm gradually melts
Accelerating the pain, once more I return to that day
I still cruelly vomit these colored feelings
Ah, I’ll keep burning like this
Torn apart, I embrace the pain within the flames
My played heart can’t be saved…
I still cruelly vomit these colored feelings
Ah, I’ll keep burning like this
Torn apart, I embrace the pain within the flames
My played heart can’t be saved…
I’m still cruelly torn apart…
Now I’m spinning a tale of the piled-up memories of a short life
With this I decay and return to the earth
Until my voice withers I’ll cry out in this instant foolishly
Torn apart, I embrace the pain within the flames
Toward a vivid future…
Tears are scattered together with separated artificial flowers
How often are only screams joined
My burned right arm gradually melts
Accelerating the pain, once more I return to that day
I still cruelly vomit these colored feelings
Ah, I’ll keep burning like this
Torn apart, I embrace the pain within the flames
My played heart can’t be saved…
I still cruelly vomit these colored feelings
Ah, I’ll keep burning like this
Torn apart, I embrace the pain within the flames
My played heart can’t be saved…
I’m still cruelly torn apart…
Wither, Rentrer en Soi
Even consciousness ends and turns to ash
I spin memories of my short life
That is falling to ruin, and returning to the ground
I cry in these moments foolishly, until my voice withers
Suffering in the flames, carrying this pain
Into the severe future...
The tears come back to me, watering the solitary artificial flower
How many times do I have to scream?
My right arm is burnt and continues to melt
The pain intensifies, and I return to that day
My thoughts were colored by cruelty.
For this, I burn.
Suffering in the flames, carrying the pain
The cruel hearts are not saved...
My thoughts were colored by cruelty.
For this, I die.
Suffering in the flames, carrying the pain
The cruel hearts are not saved...
Because of my cruelty, I suffer...
Because of my cruelty, I suffer...
Because of my cruelty, I suffer...
Because of my cruelty, I suffer...
Because of my cruelty...
I spin memories of my short life
That is falling to ruin, and returning to the ground
I cry in these moments foolishly, until my voice withers
Suffering in the flames, carrying this pain
Into the severe future...
The tears come back to me, watering the solitary artificial flower
How many times do I have to scream?
My right arm is burnt and continues to melt
The pain intensifies, and I return to that day
My thoughts were colored by cruelty.
For this, I burn.
Suffering in the flames, carrying the pain
The cruel hearts are not saved...
My thoughts were colored by cruelty.
For this, I die.
Suffering in the flames, carrying the pain
The cruel hearts are not saved...
Because of my cruelty, I suffer...
Because of my cruelty, I suffer...
Because of my cruelty, I suffer...
Because of my cruelty, I suffer...
Because of my cruelty...
Taiyou no Todokanai Basho, Rentrer en Soi
This is,
The Coffin of water
All lives,
Hide their breaths here
The depths
↓ Cruelty
Suffocation
↓ Imbalanced psychological stage
So...
Endless silence spreads
So...
You fritters and scatters
I sigh, I pray,
Ah.....
All just float towards the bubbles
The sound of the invited life is shown on the reflecting water
The piling up of harmonic sounds, the forgetfulness of the counter-current
So...
I fall asleep depressingly
So...
The result of returning............
I spread my wings, with light surrounding
Ah...
I face death
This is,
The Coffin of water
All lives,
Hide their breaths here
- The bright sun full of wisdom cannot reach this place -
So...
Endless silence spreads
So...
You fritters and scatters
Crying in pain
Ah...
All just float towards the bubbles
Your gentle sleep is covered with colour
Only your quiet pulse resounds calmly
"I don't want to forget again..... "
Your pulse
The swinging scale, the upside down space
Ah...
I want to change the present moment
Ah...
I want to change the present moment
Facing mother earth, where everything was given life
Ah...
I miss you.........
The Coffin of water
All lives,
Hide their breaths here
The depths
↓ Cruelty
Suffocation
↓ Imbalanced psychological stage
So...
Endless silence spreads
So...
You fritters and scatters
I sigh, I pray,
Ah.....
All just float towards the bubbles
The sound of the invited life is shown on the reflecting water
The piling up of harmonic sounds, the forgetfulness of the counter-current
So...
I fall asleep depressingly
So...
The result of returning............
I spread my wings, with light surrounding
Ah...
I face death
This is,
The Coffin of water
All lives,
Hide their breaths here
- The bright sun full of wisdom cannot reach this place -
So...
Endless silence spreads
So...
You fritters and scatters
Crying in pain
Ah...
All just float towards the bubbles
Your gentle sleep is covered with colour
Only your quiet pulse resounds calmly
"I don't want to forget again..... "
Your pulse
The swinging scale, the upside down space
Ah...
I want to change the present moment
Ah...
I want to change the present moment
Facing mother earth, where everything was given life
Ah...
I miss you.........
Sincerely, Rentrer en Soi
We met in one occasion...
And then the snowy landscape was like being covered with colour
The overflown desire dripped bit by bit
And I felt like I couldn't breathe
They all remain clear...
I still can't let go of my feelings over you
The desire is still burning in my heart
No matter how many season went pass
No matter how much time we've lost
If we can be together again......
The thrust of the stabbed love...
The flower planted over your raging heart beat
Let my love bloom out of season
And let it sprinkle with an everlasting heat
The sun dances outside the window
It makes me feel dazzling and painful
The sadness is erased with a smile
And the stream of tears is gone
The desire is still burning in my heart
No matter how many season went pass
No matter how much time we've lost
If we can be together again......
An echo starts in my mind
I won't wake from this dream...A dream where everything blooms in profusion
The glittering desire whispers...
"Please stay by my side forever"
And then the snowy landscape was like being covered with colour
The overflown desire dripped bit by bit
And I felt like I couldn't breathe
They all remain clear...
I still can't let go of my feelings over you
The desire is still burning in my heart
No matter how many season went pass
No matter how much time we've lost
If we can be together again......
The thrust of the stabbed love...
The flower planted over your raging heart beat
Let my love bloom out of season
And let it sprinkle with an everlasting heat
The sun dances outside the window
It makes me feel dazzling and painful
The sadness is erased with a smile
And the stream of tears is gone
The desire is still burning in my heart
No matter how many season went pass
No matter how much time we've lost
If we can be together again......
An echo starts in my mind
I won't wake from this dream...A dream where everything blooms in profusion
The glittering desire whispers...
"Please stay by my side forever"
Season, Rentrer en Soi
I want to bloom in memories that don't die
Not to be illuminated in goodbyes
Though I want to be forever swayed in the seasons
I am not captivated...
Like this second hand echoed, by my side in uncertainty
The treasured thing, unnoticed, it has disappeared
Won't I always lose like this?
Having sunk into this emptiness, the flower withered
Like this, the broken pieces will also be left behind
Won't the world embraced by fate be destroyed?
Inside the endlessly flowing time
I search for memories that don't die
No matter how many times I looked for you
You disappeared in time...
Your heart has gone to pieces like a glass,
but the memory closes beside me till the end.
Closing my eye I felt the flow...
There was no end
Perhaps the word "eternity" has no meaning.
Soon the colors changed
Becoming a sepia color and danced far away
Admiring the endless sky, I rest my chin in my hands
Will I also disappear in time?
I want to bloom in memories that don't die
Not to be illuminated in goodbyes
Though I want to be forever swayed in the seasons
I am not captivated...
Not to be illuminated in goodbyes
Though I want to be forever swayed in the seasons
I am not captivated...
Like this second hand echoed, by my side in uncertainty
The treasured thing, unnoticed, it has disappeared
Won't I always lose like this?
Having sunk into this emptiness, the flower withered
Like this, the broken pieces will also be left behind
Won't the world embraced by fate be destroyed?
Inside the endlessly flowing time
I search for memories that don't die
No matter how many times I looked for you
You disappeared in time...
Your heart has gone to pieces like a glass,
but the memory closes beside me till the end.
Closing my eye I felt the flow...
There was no end
Perhaps the word "eternity" has no meaning.
Soon the colors changed
Becoming a sepia color and danced far away
Admiring the endless sky, I rest my chin in my hands
Will I also disappear in time?
I want to bloom in memories that don't die
Not to be illuminated in goodbyes
Though I want to be forever swayed in the seasons
I am not captivated...
Rebirth, Rentrer en Soi
In the closed room the scream changes to a sweet sigh
The mischievious behavior of my envious heart leaves
The shape of love and truth is traced with the collar and retraint
Immediately before the madness the writing with wax and blood say "Re-birth"
thrown...broke...trance...fall
slow...groan...trance...trick
drown...grown...trance...lip
flown...clone...trance...trip
The form with the flower bouquet hanging
It will probably sneak away from this garden
The cruel flower, however beautiful, has a painful fragrance
It will probably sneak away from the cursed land
It probably will sneak away from the paradise of withrawl
It will probably sneak away from the world of grudges and betrayal
While it will be embraced with awe, it will probably sneak away
It will probably sneak away from the disgusting garden
It will probably sneak away to the fruit it has wanted
It will probably sneak away with the invitation of the snake
It will probably sneak back to the playback which you dreamed
thrown...broke...trance...fall
slow...groan...trance...trick
drown...grown...trance...lip
flown...clone...trance...trip
Domesticating tragedy of the masked heart
Coming out of the shell that was put in heaven
Now it is born and changed
The mischievious behavior of my envious heart leaves
The shape of love and truth is traced with the collar and retraint
Immediately before the madness the writing with wax and blood say "Re-birth"
thrown...broke...trance...fall
slow...groan...trance...trick
drown...grown...trance...lip
flown...clone...trance...trip
The form with the flower bouquet hanging
It will probably sneak away from this garden
The cruel flower, however beautiful, has a painful fragrance
It will probably sneak away from the cursed land
It probably will sneak away from the paradise of withrawl
It will probably sneak away from the world of grudges and betrayal
While it will be embraced with awe, it will probably sneak away
It will probably sneak away from the disgusting garden
It will probably sneak away to the fruit it has wanted
It will probably sneak away with the invitation of the snake
It will probably sneak back to the playback which you dreamed
thrown...broke...trance...fall
slow...groan...trance...trick
drown...grown...trance...lip
flown...clone...trance...trip
Domesticating tragedy of the masked heart
Coming out of the shell that was put in heaven
Now it is born and changed
Protoplasm, Rentrer en Soi
In the darkness of the night, when you cry
and cannot sleep, like a bird in a cage- it closes
and is depressed, smites obfuscation.
One person is scared? Consciousness separates?
The pain in the interior of the chest increases again.
Because it is nothing but painful,
Painful, and it is painful in the morning that
does not dawn.
Begging to the frightening* sky, everyday life ceases to end
and is bound in the chaos that pours down, to the cartridge.
Continue to decorate it, while self denial is hidden, under it, lying.
You're skillfully alive now.
What time was lost? Even thinking it's important is broken.
Taking even the memory, with the heart, it's become dirty,
and dyed with actuality, by the far world.
Stare at the essential qualities.The vicinity overflows with the lie.
Open the door of time.Touch your past.Search for the existing reason.
The mind is sure to awake.The true future begins to appear.
The living thing is composed of protoplasm.It listens and is started.
Certain heart sound and second hands.It is only a prelude.
But...As long as you are.It doesn't finish ringing.
The truth you held quietly, while tears you embraced, quietly,
and closely, in reality.
Shouting destroys the subdued way of thinking, it passes every
day, under the surface, screaming.
Destruction that can touch the frightening* sky and break it open!
I become dirty, turning over my heart** and the door of time.
It will begin to show the dream of time, in the interior of the pupil,
shedding tears into the future, one drop.
The place where the sun does not reach,
The deep sea, from which the casket is obtained,
light from within this hand, return again.
and cannot sleep, like a bird in a cage- it closes
and is depressed, smites obfuscation.
One person is scared? Consciousness separates?
The pain in the interior of the chest increases again.
Because it is nothing but painful,
Painful, and it is painful in the morning that
does not dawn.
Begging to the frightening* sky, everyday life ceases to end
and is bound in the chaos that pours down, to the cartridge.
Continue to decorate it, while self denial is hidden, under it, lying.
You're skillfully alive now.
What time was lost? Even thinking it's important is broken.
Taking even the memory, with the heart, it's become dirty,
and dyed with actuality, by the far world.
Stare at the essential qualities.The vicinity overflows with the lie.
Open the door of time.Touch your past.Search for the existing reason.
The mind is sure to awake.The true future begins to appear.
The living thing is composed of protoplasm.It listens and is started.
Certain heart sound and second hands.It is only a prelude.
But...As long as you are.It doesn't finish ringing.
The truth you held quietly, while tears you embraced, quietly,
and closely, in reality.
Shouting destroys the subdued way of thinking, it passes every
day, under the surface, screaming.
Destruction that can touch the frightening* sky and break it open!
I become dirty, turning over my heart** and the door of time.
It will begin to show the dream of time, in the interior of the pupil,
shedding tears into the future, one drop.
The place where the sun does not reach,
The deep sea, from which the casket is obtained,
light from within this hand, return again.
Mizu Yumemiru Chouchou, Rentrer en Soi
The buried fragment of evolution broke off
The powerless empty thoughts echoed in my mind
And my mind was caught by the dream reflected by the staling wings
Although we've said goodbye, I want to meet you again
If you allow me to do so... If you can forgive me...
Even if the night is full of pain, we can surely overcome them
If we are together...
The thoughts which I want to express to you are accumulating
My desire is not fulfilled
Since the day you parted with me, my heart went as dry as a desert
And I still can't wake from this lapis lazuli blue dream
Tears spilled from my glass-like eyes
I want to touch you forever...
I still can't forget the moment when we parted
It's just so distressing that I can't go back again...
Tangling within fate
I keep asking for the meaning of our encounter
............At the end of the days with a glittering end
Again and again, my mind was caught by the dream
Tears spilled from my glass-like eyes
I want to touch you forever...
I still can't forget the moment when we parted
It's just so distressing that I can't go back again...
Although we've said goodbye, I want to meet you again
If you allow me to do so... If you forgive me...
Even if the night is full of pain, we can surely overcome them
If we are together...
The powerless empty thoughts echoed in my mind
And my mind was caught by the dream reflected by the staling wings
Although we've said goodbye, I want to meet you again
If you allow me to do so... If you can forgive me...
Even if the night is full of pain, we can surely overcome them
If we are together...
The thoughts which I want to express to you are accumulating
My desire is not fulfilled
Since the day you parted with me, my heart went as dry as a desert
And I still can't wake from this lapis lazuli blue dream
Tears spilled from my glass-like eyes
I want to touch you forever...
I still can't forget the moment when we parted
It's just so distressing that I can't go back again...
Tangling within fate
I keep asking for the meaning of our encounter
............At the end of the days with a glittering end
Again and again, my mind was caught by the dream
Tears spilled from my glass-like eyes
I want to touch you forever...
I still can't forget the moment when we parted
It's just so distressing that I can't go back again...
Although we've said goodbye, I want to meet you again
If you allow me to do so... If you forgive me...
Even if the night is full of pain, we can surely overcome them
If we are together...
Karaisuiro no Taiji, Rentrer en Soi
am 4:54
lexotan 2mg
etizolam 1mg
The street wriggles madly during dawn
You swallow the sleeping pills quickly
Now........ "Goodbye..." Cannot be voiced out
am 5:27
Even Seroquel 25mg is used
You are still cutting your wrist into pieces
Now........"Goodbye..." Is still no where in sight
The undestroyable mind exists within the interstice of reality
During daybreak
The whirlpool up on the sky seems to be appealing for something
The soul of the deceased can't find a meaningful place to go
Because.... everywhere is flooded with lies
Turn on a certain switch beside eyes.
Can you see the true rotting world?
Anyone passes me with the smile that
seems to be happy.What is so pleasant?
The day that keeps frivolous relation and
waits for time of an obligation to pass begins.
It is going to dawn now covered with crow.
What should be done to make you feel fulfilled?
Crowds moving at a fast pace
A horrifying silence
Labouring ticketing machines
High-density box
The street wriggles madly during dawn
Head for the birth-place.... Creep in the dark
The world is decaying.... Now... Only "Goodbye..." still exists
The undestroyable mind exists in imagination
During daybreak
The road within the darkness seems to be telling something
The soul of the deceased can't find a meaningful place to go
Because.... everywhere is flooded with lies
"Don't wanna leave, don't wanna disappear"
It's always like this...
When you've found something important...
It's likely that the thing is already gone
"Don't wanna leave, don't wanna lose"
No matter how you pray, no matter how you wish, you won't be rescued
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Meaningless towers stands everywhere
The town is restless
Impure concrete....... Cracked windows.......
Iron box which comes to a standstill....... All these are just garbages
A clock that keeps on running round and round
Crowds that appears in swarms..................
Is it so?
Therefore, everyone needs to take sleeping pills in order to fall asleep
There may also be times that one suddenly goes mad and cut his wrist
and to hold one's neck tightly
In such a place, people who put in straightly will go mad
Fellows who put in straight won't be believed
lexotan 2mg
etizolam 1mg
The street wriggles madly during dawn
You swallow the sleeping pills quickly
Now........ "Goodbye..." Cannot be voiced out
am 5:27
Even Seroquel 25mg is used
You are still cutting your wrist into pieces
Now........"Goodbye..." Is still no where in sight
The undestroyable mind exists within the interstice of reality
During daybreak
The whirlpool up on the sky seems to be appealing for something
The soul of the deceased can't find a meaningful place to go
Because.... everywhere is flooded with lies
Turn on a certain switch beside eyes.
Can you see the true rotting world?
Anyone passes me with the smile that
seems to be happy.What is so pleasant?
The day that keeps frivolous relation and
waits for time of an obligation to pass begins.
It is going to dawn now covered with crow.
What should be done to make you feel fulfilled?
Crowds moving at a fast pace
A horrifying silence
Labouring ticketing machines
High-density box
The street wriggles madly during dawn
Head for the birth-place.... Creep in the dark
The world is decaying.... Now... Only "Goodbye..." still exists
The undestroyable mind exists in imagination
During daybreak
The road within the darkness seems to be telling something
The soul of the deceased can't find a meaningful place to go
Because.... everywhere is flooded with lies
"Don't wanna leave, don't wanna disappear"
It's always like this...
When you've found something important...
It's likely that the thing is already gone
"Don't wanna leave, don't wanna lose"
No matter how you pray, no matter how you wish, you won't be rescued
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Meaningless towers stands everywhere
The town is restless
Impure concrete....... Cracked windows.......
Iron box which comes to a standstill....... All these are just garbages
A clock that keeps on running round and round
Crowds that appears in swarms..................
Is it so?
Therefore, everyone needs to take sleeping pills in order to fall asleep
There may also be times that one suddenly goes mad and cut his wrist
and to hold one's neck tightly
In such a place, people who put in straightly will go mad
Fellows who put in straight won't be believed
Karappo no Hako, Rentrer en Soi
Vacant box calls for my consciousness...
It gradually becomes clear
Vacant box calls for my consciousness...
I'm tuning reality but it doesn't become synchronous
When I stripped the mask my heart was empty
(Mr. No face. Mr. No face.)
The corpse attaches, shedding it's skin again and again
(Mr. No face. Mr. No face.)
My corrupted emotions turn reality upside-down
(Mr. No face Mr. No face.)
Slowly the waning overcast sky screams
Enclosed in a world of distractions
The return to the moon kills me, and even now I cannot breathe
The prayer to the moon kills me, I breathe disappointment
(Mr. No face.)
My blood flowed without a reason I'm completely dead
It flowed into the warm ground I'm completely dead
(Mr. No face)
This false warmth of 36.8C I'm completely dead
How much do I swim in that kind of reality? I'm completely dead
Enclosed in a world of distractions
The return to the moon kills me, and even now I can't breathe
The prayer to the moon kills me, I breathe disappointment
never be tainted...
If someday, someday the light reaches me
I could escape darkness in time... I want to get closer
Collapsing and decaying on the ground
The return to the moon kills me, and even now I can't breathe
The prayer to the moon kills me, I breathe disappointment
The return to the moon kills me, and even now I can't breathe
The prayer to the moon kills me, I breathe disappointment
Vacant box calls for my consciousness. .
It gradually becomes clear
Vacant box calls for my consciousness...
I'm tuning reality but it doesn't become synchronous
When I stripped the mask my heart was empty
(Mr. No face. Mr. No face.)
The corpse attaches, shedding it's skin again and again
(Mr. No face. Mr. No face.)
My corrupted emotions turn reality upside-down
(Mr. No face Mr. No face.)
Slowly the waning overcast sky screams
Enclosed in a world of distractions
The return to the moon kills me, and even now I cannot breathe
The prayer to the moon kills me, I breathe disappointment
(Mr. No face.)
My blood flowed without a reason I'm completely dead
It flowed into the warm ground I'm completely dead
(Mr. No face)
This false warmth of 36.8C I'm completely dead
How much do I swim in that kind of reality? I'm completely dead
Enclosed in a world of distractions
The return to the moon kills me, and even now I can't breathe
The prayer to the moon kills me, I breathe disappointment
never be tainted...
If someday, someday the light reaches me
I could escape darkness in time... I want to get closer
Collapsing and decaying on the ground
The return to the moon kills me, and even now I can't breathe
The prayer to the moon kills me, I breathe disappointment
The return to the moon kills me, and even now I can't breathe
The prayer to the moon kills me, I breathe disappointment
Vacant box calls for my consciousness. .
Itsuwari no Uzu, Rentrer en Soi
Sleeping frightens me, I’ll disappear
The muddy world is laughing at me
Let’s throw away this body…
It’s become dirty completely
Is the blood still flowing?
It’s okay so…
The me all of you fear will be torn apart
Like a swarm of faceless ants
Everything is being covered by lies
Being leveled by mad adults
Spit out by the spinning Earth
It’s okay if it’s revealed though, the true nature of the world
Everything is being covered by lies
Transparent emotions are broken down
Feelings of love set in fiction
Everything is being covered by lies
Being leveled by mad adults
Transparent emotions are broken down
Emotions…what are they?
A fake whirlpool?
If that is truly living
Then I can’t live in such a world
The muddy world is laughing at me
Let’s throw away this body…
It’s become dirty completely
Is the blood still flowing?
It’s okay so…
The me all of you fear will be torn apart
Like a swarm of faceless ants
Everything is being covered by lies
Being leveled by mad adults
Spit out by the spinning Earth
It’s okay if it’s revealed though, the true nature of the world
Everything is being covered by lies
Transparent emotions are broken down
Feelings of love set in fiction
Everything is being covered by lies
Being leveled by mad adults
Transparent emotions are broken down
Emotions…what are they?
A fake whirlpool?
If that is truly living
Then I can’t live in such a world
Iconoclasm, Rentrer en Soi
The assailant and the idolatry
Abnormal respect towards the prelude from Rienzi
The victim and the people saluting
The idealogy of Holst Vessel
Licked the party member number - 7 - closely and awake
-Brainwashing speech-
-Poverty-
-Power-
-Persecution-
-Discrimination-
A trap being set up to completely burn out the witch
The ruler and the worship of a nation
Gose step's identity
Licked the party member number -7- closely and awake
-Brainwashing speech-
-Poverty-
-Power-
-Persecution-
-Discrimination-
It is a trap being set up to completely burn out the witch
Drowned in the current of time, party member number -7-, commit suicide
-Being penetrated by bullets-
-Rebellion-
-Scorn-
-Prohibition-
-Destruction-
The trap of the meaning behind " The prosperous must decay"
Abnormal respect towards the prelude from Rienzi
The victim and the people saluting
The idealogy of Holst Vessel
Licked the party member number - 7 - closely and awake
-Brainwashing speech-
-Poverty-
-Power-
-Persecution-
-Discrimination-
A trap being set up to completely burn out the witch
The ruler and the worship of a nation
Gose step's identity
Licked the party member number -7- closely and awake
-Brainwashing speech-
-Poverty-
-Power-
-Persecution-
-Discrimination-
It is a trap being set up to completely burn out the witch
Drowned in the current of time, party member number -7-, commit suicide
-Being penetrated by bullets-
-Rebellion-
-Scorn-
-Prohibition-
-Destruction-
The trap of the meaning behind " The prosperous must decay"
hamon Tsutau Memai
The driving memories echo hollowly…
No matter how much it continues to draw, it will never fade
The spring's scent hides the scars if you entrust your body to sleep
This land has no end Under the flowing snow You are being colored…
If it wakes up it will disappear, the gentle vertigo
And so being illuminated by the moon I will sleep in the endless dream…
The sun's light begins to blot out memories that have piled up
While I look down many tears are flowing
My fingertips are only frightened
Because you are not here….
Because you are not here….
But I wonder, why can I feel a fleeting worry?
Called out by the season I enter the world of sleep
The eye will close in worry anytime
You were by my side…
You were surely there smiling tenderly for me
The lovely season followed the ripples and gave me love…
The sunbeams that flow in The clear blue sky… being painted by you…
If it wakes up it will disappear, the gentle vertigo
And so being illuminated by the moon I will sleep in the endless dream…
Being shaken by hesitations the memories overflow
However
Is this simply a dream?
Therefore
It does not reach in the fingertips
It does not reach in the smiling face
It does not reach in you
No matter how much it continues to draw, it will never fade
The spring's scent hides the scars if you entrust your body to sleep
This land has no end Under the flowing snow You are being colored…
If it wakes up it will disappear, the gentle vertigo
And so being illuminated by the moon I will sleep in the endless dream…
The sun's light begins to blot out memories that have piled up
While I look down many tears are flowing
My fingertips are only frightened
Because you are not here….
Because you are not here….
But I wonder, why can I feel a fleeting worry?
Called out by the season I enter the world of sleep
The eye will close in worry anytime
You were by my side…
You were surely there smiling tenderly for me
The lovely season followed the ripples and gave me love…
The sunbeams that flow in The clear blue sky… being painted by you…
If it wakes up it will disappear, the gentle vertigo
And so being illuminated by the moon I will sleep in the endless dream…
Being shaken by hesitations the memories overflow
However
Is this simply a dream?
Therefore
It does not reach in the fingertips
It does not reach in the smiling face
It does not reach in you
Full Moon, Rentrer en Soi
The full moon is stuck in the seemingly fake rain
unchanging
trusting
Even now time flows softly
The rustling trees informed us it was evening
Always the floating sadness is
held in time
By the opened window
looking up at the sky and thinking and holding it up to heaven
I was searching... for the pure heart of the light
Sweet like you
A sleepy dream?
I, who looked down, am softly illuminated
Blown in the kind wind
Looking at the endless waving sea
The echoing thought does not come true
If we meet, i wonder if this darkness will clear up
Continuing to sing the desire for the far land
The time you passed me, you moved by faintly...
The light shining inside stretches past you
A sleepy dream?
I, who looked down, am softly illuminated
Blown in the kind wind
Dazzling/blinding...
Is this a dream?
unchanging
trusting
Even now time flows softly
The rustling trees informed us it was evening
Always the floating sadness is
held in time
By the opened window
looking up at the sky and thinking and holding it up to heaven
I was searching... for the pure heart of the light
Sweet like you
A sleepy dream?
I, who looked down, am softly illuminated
Blown in the kind wind
Looking at the endless waving sea
The echoing thought does not come true
If we meet, i wonder if this darkness will clear up
Continuing to sing the desire for the far land
The time you passed me, you moved by faintly...
The light shining inside stretches past you
A sleepy dream?
I, who looked down, am softly illuminated
Blown in the kind wind
Dazzling/blinding...
Is this a dream?
Fallen, Rentrer en Soi
No place to go... in the beginning of chaos
I pray to God... kneeling
No way to fly... a lily's innocence
Sir can't you see?... captured
Like an incomplete butterfly held down by gravity
Like the unhealing wound given as punishment by God
I became dirty
in this ugly world
I hate myself most
Destroy me with pity
Just like the incomplete moon, my discouraged blue heart
Mary of the day appeared in the darkness of this room
I became dirty
in this ugly world
I hate myself most
Destroy me with pity
I cannot stop this spoiling heart
Love the broken me with pity
I pray to God... kneeling
No way to fly... a lily's innocence
Sir can't you see?... captured
Like an incomplete butterfly held down by gravity
Like the unhealing wound given as punishment by God
I became dirty
in this ugly world
I hate myself most
Destroy me with pity
Just like the incomplete moon, my discouraged blue heart
Mary of the day appeared in the darkness of this room
I became dirty
in this ugly world
I hate myself most
Destroy me with pity
I cannot stop this spoiling heart
Love the broken me with pity
Eyes of Forest, Rentrer en Soi
The form of your fantasy appeared on the surface of the water
wavering in confusion
I wanted to stare at it forever
The space with the blooming flowers can't be dyed alone
The floating thoughts before the darkening debris
"Why is it when you believe, it's not true?"
"Why can't it heal?"
-the pain in my heart-
Passing the tree on the roadside that ends above the forest
The unmoving hand of the clock is the key to the world of sleep
The form of your fantasy appeared on the surface of the water
wavering in confusion
wanting to stare at it forever but...
it drifts so I can't see it anymore, the hand on the clock begins to move
broken off from the bright world
leaving the fraying thread
Under the sun, the other side of my heart exists as the shadow of darkness.
How am I going to make it right?
Passing the tree on the roadside that ends above the forest
The unmoving hand of the clock is the key to the world of sleep
The form of your fantasy appeared on the surface of the water
wavering in confusion
wanting to stare at it forever but...
it drifts so I can't see it anymore, the hand on the clock begins to move
When it returns to reality.. I want to see you once more
wavering in confusion
I wanted to stare at it forever
The space with the blooming flowers can't be dyed alone
The floating thoughts before the darkening debris
"Why is it when you believe, it's not true?"
"Why can't it heal?"
-the pain in my heart-
Passing the tree on the roadside that ends above the forest
The unmoving hand of the clock is the key to the world of sleep
The form of your fantasy appeared on the surface of the water
wavering in confusion
wanting to stare at it forever but...
it drifts so I can't see it anymore, the hand on the clock begins to move
broken off from the bright world
leaving the fraying thread
Under the sun, the other side of my heart exists as the shadow of darkness.
How am I going to make it right?
Passing the tree on the roadside that ends above the forest
The unmoving hand of the clock is the key to the world of sleep
The form of your fantasy appeared on the surface of the water
wavering in confusion
wanting to stare at it forever but...
it drifts so I can't see it anymore, the hand on the clock begins to move
When it returns to reality.. I want to see you once more
Crystal Letter, Rentrer en Soi
I believed in times with no end.
Even oath freezes quickly.
I want to break the times when I can't sleep.
Even memory.
Coloring the secenery
the same color when I played two years ago, why is it painful?
Still thinking even when it stopped, it can't be delivered.
Fallen from the pure white sky and wrapped in crystal
only images of this landscape pile up, passionately it will melt and disappear.
The echoing nostalgia of yesterday, you aren't anywhere.
still the thought that stopped, can't be delivered.
Fallen from the pure white sky and wrapped in crystal
only images of this landscape pile up, passionately it will melt and disappear
the world where the bright you played, i become blurred
like that time when the sigh whirled around in the same snowfield,
no longer piled up,
quickly it melts.
Even oath freezes quickly.
I want to break the times when I can't sleep.
Even memory.
Coloring the secenery
the same color when I played two years ago, why is it painful?
Still thinking even when it stopped, it can't be delivered.
Fallen from the pure white sky and wrapped in crystal
only images of this landscape pile up, passionately it will melt and disappear.
The echoing nostalgia of yesterday, you aren't anywhere.
still the thought that stopped, can't be delivered.
Fallen from the pure white sky and wrapped in crystal
only images of this landscape pile up, passionately it will melt and disappear
the world where the bright you played, i become blurred
like that time when the sigh whirled around in the same snowfield,
no longer piled up,
quickly it melts.
Aqua, Rentrer en Soi
Holding a precious promise in my heart
It's gently dissolving
The sound of cold water is transparent
Blending your heart
I was looking above while sinking down
Drowning in the sky-colored film
Wavering aurora
Just about to cry
As if it's saying goodbye
In the middle of the waving future
I'm living
Washing and carving away the land
Wavering aurora
Just about to cry
As if it's saying goodbye
Melting away into the ocean
praying everlasting
Watching the color of the four seasons changing
Melting away in the future...
It's gently dissolving
The sound of cold water is transparent
Blending your heart
I was looking above while sinking down
Drowning in the sky-colored film
Wavering aurora
Just about to cry
As if it's saying goodbye
In the middle of the waving future
I'm living
Washing and carving away the land
Wavering aurora
Just about to cry
As if it's saying goodbye
Melting away into the ocean
praying everlasting
Watching the color of the four seasons changing
Melting away in the future...
Hoshikuzu no Rasen, Rentrer en Soi
Now I place my hands on my heart and wish for the commandments to stop
Even this painfully long night will melt into the twinkling stars
Telling... Sending... Hanging in the far away sky
Shining on... It can't be seen... I continue to sleep
Flying high like a spiral released into the bright stars
When I changed I lost the contours of my "dreams" to "reality"
Along with the new moon comes pain
I struggle with this pain alone where the suffocating wind blows
The swarm of memories whirls around, enterwined in one another
I can't do this anymore
I'm slowly losing my senses
I collapse inside, the stardust reflected in my eyes as the night shines on
.....................
And I wished...
Every day I lost my wishes, every night my vows broke down
But my love was burried in fantasy, and I was cured by the twinkling stars
I give my heart to the beautifully reflected stars
They shine on in the heavy rain, the sparkle guiding me
Flying high like a spiral, I continue to pray to the beauty
Now, I should be able to walk until I can meet with the "future"
Telling... Sending... Hanging in the far away sky
Shining on... It can't be seen... I continue to sleep
Flying high like a spiral released into the bright stars
When I changed I lost the contours of my "dreams" to "reality"
Flying high like a spiral, I continue to pray to the beauty
Now, I should be able to walk until I can meet with the "future"
Flying high like a spiral released into the bright stars
When I changed I lost the contours of my "dreams" to "reality"
Even this painfully long night will melt into the twinkling stars
Telling... Sending... Hanging in the far away sky
Shining on... It can't be seen... I continue to sleep
Flying high like a spiral released into the bright stars
When I changed I lost the contours of my "dreams" to "reality"
Along with the new moon comes pain
I struggle with this pain alone where the suffocating wind blows
The swarm of memories whirls around, enterwined in one another
I can't do this anymore
I'm slowly losing my senses
I collapse inside, the stardust reflected in my eyes as the night shines on
.....................
And I wished...
Every day I lost my wishes, every night my vows broke down
But my love was burried in fantasy, and I was cured by the twinkling stars
I give my heart to the beautifully reflected stars
They shine on in the heavy rain, the sparkle guiding me
Flying high like a spiral, I continue to pray to the beauty
Now, I should be able to walk until I can meet with the "future"
Telling... Sending... Hanging in the far away sky
Shining on... It can't be seen... I continue to sleep
Flying high like a spiral released into the bright stars
When I changed I lost the contours of my "dreams" to "reality"
Flying high like a spiral, I continue to pray to the beauty
Now, I should be able to walk until I can meet with the "future"
Flying high like a spiral released into the bright stars
When I changed I lost the contours of my "dreams" to "reality"
Ushinawareta Fuukei no Yume, Rentrer en soi
I look up and I see the city has not changed at all since that day
Even the memories that echo many times in my heart
Why did you leave me?
Just once again, can that lost moment come back?
You said goodbye in the season of the cherry blossoms
I welcomed the end
But I knew I would never be able to forget you
I stare outside the window all day
In between the dozing off, you appear in my dreams
And you just vacantly disappear
Every night in this reoccurring dream with the long gone scenery
My tears run down my face
Even until the end, I could never show you my weak side
But now, I can say what I preciously feel in my heart
The never dying feeling I have for you
My heart scatters in the forever blooming seasons to come
Even the memories that echo many times in my heart
Why did you leave me?
Just once again, can that lost moment come back?
You said goodbye in the season of the cherry blossoms
I welcomed the end
But I knew I would never be able to forget you
I stare outside the window all day
In between the dozing off, you appear in my dreams
And you just vacantly disappear
Every night in this reoccurring dream with the long gone scenery
My tears run down my face
Even until the end, I could never show you my weak side
But now, I can say what I preciously feel in my heart
The never dying feeling I have for you
My heart scatters in the forever blooming seasons to come
Just Mad Pain, Rentrer en Soi
I woke up unexpectedly at night
This voice I hear, is it my window of hope?
Or is it from the depth of my mind?
My eyes are wide open, and yet I don't know
Can't find the reason to live
Feel just mad pain
Feel just mad pain
When did this happen?
My heart is in pain and it won't stop
Feel just mad pain
Feel just mad pain
Everything seems to be a lie
And everything keeps deceiving me
I woke up flapping my wings
The scattered agony and the reality warns and wanders in my tears
The confusion weighs in again
The unstoppable voices start a diffused reflection
Can it be erased?
Can it be killed?
I close my eyes, but I don't know
Can't find a single proof that I'm living
In this transitory world
I stare into my heart becoming stained
And I'm alone and I can't do anything
In the pain
Feel just mad pain
Feel just mad pain
Why?
I hold dear within my ill gotten beliefs
Why?
I welcome tomorrow without understanding today
I woke up flapping my wings
The scattered agony and the reality warns and wanders in my tears
It bloomed in the traces of my tears
Held by nothingness
In the voice that won't stop ringing
Deep inside the burned out truth
Is the one piece of hope
This voice I hear, is it my window of hope?
Or is it from the depth of my mind?
My eyes are wide open, and yet I don't know
Can't find the reason to live
Feel just mad pain
Feel just mad pain
When did this happen?
My heart is in pain and it won't stop
Feel just mad pain
Feel just mad pain
Everything seems to be a lie
And everything keeps deceiving me
I woke up flapping my wings
The scattered agony and the reality warns and wanders in my tears
The confusion weighs in again
The unstoppable voices start a diffused reflection
Can it be erased?
Can it be killed?
I close my eyes, but I don't know
Can't find a single proof that I'm living
In this transitory world
I stare into my heart becoming stained
And I'm alone and I can't do anything
In the pain
Feel just mad pain
Feel just mad pain
Why?
I hold dear within my ill gotten beliefs
Why?
I welcome tomorrow without understanding today
I woke up flapping my wings
The scattered agony and the reality warns and wanders in my tears
It bloomed in the traces of my tears
Held by nothingness
In the voice that won't stop ringing
Deep inside the burned out truth
Is the one piece of hope
Thorny Rain Break, Rentrer en Soi
Agony melts away with the sound of the rain
Silence scatters numerously
In between the trembling words
It's so painful
I'm outside the cage with my broken wings
Looking up at the pale sky
In the overflowing guilt
Hope. drowning in the lies pours down
The thorny rain
It sinks into the night
Becoming aware that I'm all alone
Just being scared, sad, and lonely
The feeling of sadness rises
And it feels more than yesterday
Deep inside
It burdens me still
Now, the crushed philosophy
Rain and blood merge
Gets twisted
We now know the truth, along with fiction
The brightness is erased by you
The screams melt away in the sound of the rain
And emotions reflect in the raindrops
My heart has always been crying
There's nothing you can do, I hate myself
There is no place for me
I want to disappear
The feeling of sorrow rises
And it feels more than yesterday
And it has still been a burden on me
Now, the crushed dreams
Rain and blood merge
Gets twisted
We now knot the truth, along with fiction
It pours down, The thorny rain
Silence scatters numerously
In between the trembling words
It's so painful
I'm outside the cage with my broken wings
Looking up at the pale sky
In the overflowing guilt
Hope. drowning in the lies pours down
The thorny rain
It sinks into the night
Becoming aware that I'm all alone
Just being scared, sad, and lonely
The feeling of sadness rises
And it feels more than yesterday
Deep inside
It burdens me still
Now, the crushed philosophy
Rain and blood merge
Gets twisted
We now know the truth, along with fiction
The brightness is erased by you
The screams melt away in the sound of the rain
And emotions reflect in the raindrops
My heart has always been crying
There's nothing you can do, I hate myself
There is no place for me
I want to disappear
The feeling of sorrow rises
And it feels more than yesterday
And it has still been a burden on me
Now, the crushed dreams
Rain and blood merge
Gets twisted
We now knot the truth, along with fiction
It pours down, The thorny rain
Misshitsu to Kodoku ni Dokusareta Yuutsu, Rentrer en Soi
In this shiny world
The darkness of depression rips through
I sink in the endless solitude
What should I wish for? What should I feel for?
I want to cut off this filter of emotion
There is no way to save me now
I will be betrayed again
Reality that's full of lies
I get sucked into everything unreal
The edge of a precipice
Break the wall
In the pool of controlled values
The maze in search of truth
The place of chaos
Go mad with your cheap and fake pride
A travel through a tube and end up in your infection
Can you show me an inside ugly part of a heart?
Unable to kill the dark depression in the confusion
I sink in the peeled off solitude
What should I wish for?
What should I pray for?
Come drowsed in mud, soaked in bleach
In the depth of the soon to be poisoned solitude
Can't fight against scattered consciousness
The overflowing water at the foot reflects
The bright depression
Forever
Forever
Forever
Be disgusted in the pool of despair
Unable to kill the dark depression in the confusion
I sink in the peeled off solitude
What should I wish for?
What should I pray for?
Like an illusion that's linked with the end of darkness
No place for this dead soul
Where should I go live now?
The darkness of depression rips through
I sink in the endless solitude
What should I wish for? What should I feel for?
I want to cut off this filter of emotion
There is no way to save me now
I will be betrayed again
Reality that's full of lies
I get sucked into everything unreal
The edge of a precipice
Break the wall
In the pool of controlled values
The maze in search of truth
The place of chaos
Go mad with your cheap and fake pride
A travel through a tube and end up in your infection
Can you show me an inside ugly part of a heart?
Unable to kill the dark depression in the confusion
I sink in the peeled off solitude
What should I wish for?
What should I pray for?
Come drowsed in mud, soaked in bleach
In the depth of the soon to be poisoned solitude
Can't fight against scattered consciousness
The overflowing water at the foot reflects
The bright depression
Forever
Forever
Forever
Be disgusted in the pool of despair
Unable to kill the dark depression in the confusion
I sink in the peeled off solitude
What should I wish for?
What should I pray for?
Like an illusion that's linked with the end of darkness
No place for this dead soul
Where should I go live now?
To Invinity, Rentrer en Soi
Everything will disappear now
Like the forgotten world
Souls will not be seen
Oh Sweet Maria, where are you
Good bye I'm going to be cut off
Gravity ties us down daily
I want to see you from the bottom of my heart
I try to find the broken love in my sleep
I wake up, and in the dream you say "Don't go"
Season's wind is my serenade
The undesired world is here
Dark skies Dead flowers Broken wings
My heart has been stained
I'm in pain without you
I try and find the broken love in my sleep
I wake up, and in the dream you say "Don't go"
Season's wind is my serenade
In the waxing and waning of the moon
Everything just leaves me
In a broken world without you
I lost the light
Like the forgotten world
Souls will not be seen
Oh Sweet Maria, where are you
Good bye I'm going to be cut off
Gravity ties us down daily
I want to see you from the bottom of my heart
I try to find the broken love in my sleep
I wake up, and in the dream you say "Don't go"
Season's wind is my serenade
The undesired world is here
Dark skies Dead flowers Broken wings
My heart has been stained
I'm in pain without you
I try and find the broken love in my sleep
I wake up, and in the dream you say "Don't go"
Season's wind is my serenade
In the waxing and waning of the moon
Everything just leaves me
In a broken world without you
I lost the light
Saturday, March 1, 2008
Perfect Moment, Hyde
Ah, the sun is born of night, it sets again
Though no one’s here to see - it’s endless
Sad, but everybody knows
A trip to heaven’s not really on the cards, no
Yet my “moment” has come
A crying shame, for now my life is over
So perfect, this moment So perfect, this moment
I’m happy to die in this moment
Ah, the sun is born of night, it sets again
Though no one’s here to see, it’s endless
So perfect, this moment So perfect, this moment
I’m happy to die in this moment
I’ve been to Heaven Heaven on Earth
Ah, the sun is born of night
Ah, the sun is born of night It’s endless
Though no one’s here to see - it’s endless
Sad, but everybody knows
A trip to heaven’s not really on the cards, no
Yet my “moment” has come
A crying shame, for now my life is over
So perfect, this moment So perfect, this moment
I’m happy to die in this moment
Ah, the sun is born of night, it sets again
Though no one’s here to see, it’s endless
So perfect, this moment So perfect, this moment
I’m happy to die in this moment
I’ve been to Heaven Heaven on Earth
Ah, the sun is born of night
Ah, the sun is born of night It’s endless
Cyclone, 12012
I wish you out, out the west trail
I wish you out, out the west trail
I wish you out, out the west trail
I don’t even know your fragrance
I don’t even know your gestures
All of my memories are erased
I don’t even know the meaning of living
I don’t even know the will to survive
Come to think of it, whom was I loved by?
Within the passing seasons
everything is swallowed by the flow of spinning time
And I find my way to you
The days when we fought each other and even the nights when we crumbled in sorrow
I start changing them into food for living the present
I don’t even know your whereabouts
I don’t even know your smile
I’m set adrift in the cyclone of anxiety
My heart’s wound can’t be healed
I can’t wipe away my heart’s tears
either; I seem to grow mad in loneliness
In the season when we love each other
like how we were back then
I completely forget about everything
And I’ll certainly go meet you
The days when we hated each other and the nights when we anguished in despair
I change them into food for creating myself
I wait for you at our promised place now and gaze into the distance
But you don’t show up; someone, answer me
“Can the future me really be laughing now?”
I say to myself, who lives the present
It’s our promised time
I search for you now at this place but you’re nowhere to be found
Why, huh? Someone, answer me
I wish you out, out the west trail
I wish you out, out the west trail
I wish you out, out the west trail
I wish you out, out the west trail
I wish you out, out the west trail
I don’t even know your fragrance
I don’t even know your gestures
All of my memories are erased
I don’t even know the meaning of living
I don’t even know the will to survive
Come to think of it, whom was I loved by?
Within the passing seasons
everything is swallowed by the flow of spinning time
And I find my way to you
The days when we fought each other and even the nights when we crumbled in sorrow
I start changing them into food for living the present
I don’t even know your whereabouts
I don’t even know your smile
I’m set adrift in the cyclone of anxiety
My heart’s wound can’t be healed
I can’t wipe away my heart’s tears
either; I seem to grow mad in loneliness
In the season when we love each other
like how we were back then
I completely forget about everything
And I’ll certainly go meet you
The days when we hated each other and the nights when we anguished in despair
I change them into food for creating myself
I wait for you at our promised place now and gaze into the distance
But you don’t show up; someone, answer me
“Can the future me really be laughing now?”
I say to myself, who lives the present
It’s our promised time
I search for you now at this place but you’re nowhere to be found
Why, huh? Someone, answer me
I wish you out, out the west trail
I wish you out, out the west trail
I wish you out, out the west trail
You Are, Dolly Parton
Sometimes I try to count the ways and reasons that I love you
But I can't ever seem to count that far
I love you in a million ways and for a million reasons
More than this I love you as you are
More than this I love you as you are
You are my inspiration, you are the song I sing
You are what makes me happy, you are my everything
You are my daily sunshine, you are my ev'ning star
Ev'rything I'll ever need or want, that's what you are
Ev'rything I'll ever need or want is what you are
You are my thoughts when I'm awake, my dreams when I'm asleep
You are the reason for my smile, you are the words I speak
Every role I play in life you play the leading part
Ev'rything I'd ever hope to find is what you are
Ev'rything I'd ever hope to find is what you are
You are my inspiration, you are the song I sing
You are what makes me happy, you are my everything
You are my daily sunshine, you are my ev'ning star
Ev'rything I'll ever need or want, that's what you are
Ev'rything I'll ever need or want is what you are
You are...
You are
But I can't ever seem to count that far
I love you in a million ways and for a million reasons
More than this I love you as you are
More than this I love you as you are
You are my inspiration, you are the song I sing
You are what makes me happy, you are my everything
You are my daily sunshine, you are my ev'ning star
Ev'rything I'll ever need or want, that's what you are
Ev'rything I'll ever need or want is what you are
You are my thoughts when I'm awake, my dreams when I'm asleep
You are the reason for my smile, you are the words I speak
Every role I play in life you play the leading part
Ev'rything I'd ever hope to find is what you are
Ev'rything I'd ever hope to find is what you are
You are my inspiration, you are the song I sing
You are what makes me happy, you are my everything
You are my daily sunshine, you are my ev'ning star
Ev'rything I'll ever need or want, that's what you are
Ev'rything I'll ever need or want is what you are
You are...
You are
Denpasar Moon, Maribeth
Denpasar moon, shining on an empty street
I returned to the place we used to meet
Denpasar moon, shine your light and let me see
That my love is still waiting there for me
I saw you standing there
Through the rain I saw you turn and smile
Were you waving to me
Through the rain I ran across the street.
But you were gone, there was no one
You had vanished with my dreams.
Denpasar moon, shining on an empty street
I returned to the place we used to meet
Denpasar moon, shine you light and let me see
That my love is still waiting there for me
But you were gone, there was no one
You were gone, flying homeward
You were gone, there was no one
You had vanished with my dreams
Denpasar moon, shining on an empty street
I returned to the place we used to meet
Denpasar moon, shine your light and let me see
That my love is still waiting there for me
That my love is still waiting there for me
I returned to the place we used to meet
Denpasar moon, shine your light and let me see
That my love is still waiting there for me
I saw you standing there
Through the rain I saw you turn and smile
Were you waving to me
Through the rain I ran across the street.
But you were gone, there was no one
You had vanished with my dreams.
Denpasar moon, shining on an empty street
I returned to the place we used to meet
Denpasar moon, shine you light and let me see
That my love is still waiting there for me
But you were gone, there was no one
You were gone, flying homeward
You were gone, there was no one
You had vanished with my dreams
Denpasar moon, shining on an empty street
I returned to the place we used to meet
Denpasar moon, shine your light and let me see
That my love is still waiting there for me
That my love is still waiting there for me
Vision of You, Rentrer en Soi
Disappearing with leaving pieces
of the memories of the time I spent with you
We'll never get it back again
I don't want to call them memories
I walk bearing, bearing this sad feeling
I cannot move the unbearable colors
The place where I can be myself
is losing light
weakness and strength and everything
you always watched over me
Unberable non-gathering hearts, hearts
Now get rid of this nightly, circular pain
Swinging, swinging your inerasable memory
One more time, one more time I want to let it reflect in my eyes
I want to touch you right now
Drying up tears with this sinking, sinking feeling
When I can't sleep I'm always, always thinking of you
Please, I want to see you, as if it fills to the sky
Always, always until the day you reflect in my eyes
Swinging, swinging your inerasable memory
One more time, one more time I want to let it reflect in my eyes
I want to touch you right now
of the memories of the time I spent with you
We'll never get it back again
I don't want to call them memories
I walk bearing, bearing this sad feeling
I cannot move the unbearable colors
The place where I can be myself
is losing light
weakness and strength and everything
you always watched over me
Unberable non-gathering hearts, hearts
Now get rid of this nightly, circular pain
Swinging, swinging your inerasable memory
One more time, one more time I want to let it reflect in my eyes
I want to touch you right now
Drying up tears with this sinking, sinking feeling
When I can't sleep I'm always, always thinking of you
Please, I want to see you, as if it fills to the sky
Always, always until the day you reflect in my eyes
Swinging, swinging your inerasable memory
One more time, one more time I want to let it reflect in my eyes
I want to touch you right now
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